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Well it wasn’t exactly our one year anniversary but it was close enough. I pulled up to Jacob’s cousins house and stepped out of my vehicle. It was hot day already. The sun was shining so brightly. The first thing I noticed when walking up, was the fact he was wearing multiple layers of clothing. I barely got the question out of my mouth, “Aren’t you hot?” When I saw them. Standing there frozen, I felt my heart shatter into a million tiny pieces. Why did he call me over there? What kind of evil person did this? All across his neck were hickies. None of which were from me. After a roller coaster year together, I’d never felt so unstable and unsure about anyone. I cried all the way home. Cried so hard I had to pull my car over. I get sick and what did it get me? Cheated on. Oh it gets better, later that night, he sent me a picture of the two of them together. What kind of person does that?

The Pain of Betrayal: Lessons Learned

Well it wasn’t exactly our one year anniversary but it was close enough. I pulled up to Jacob’s cousins house and stepped out of my vehicle. It was hot day already. The sun was shining so brightly. The first thing I noticed when walking up, was the fact he was wearing multiple layers of clothing. I barely got the question out of my mouth, “Aren’t you hot?” When I saw them. Standing there frozen, I felt my heart shatter into a million tiny pieces. Why did he call me over there? What kind of evil person did this? All across his neck were hickies. None of which were from me. After a roller coaster year together, I’d never felt so unstable and unsure about anyone. I cried all the way home. Cried so hard I had to pull my car over. I get sick and what did it get me? Cheated on. Oh it gets better, later that night, he sent me a picture of the two of them together. What kind of person does that?

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